He wakes up early… blame it on a school boarding upbringing. But somehow someway.. I just instinctually know when it’s a message from him. It would come early, sometimes expecting me to see it first thing in the morning a few hours later on my phone/whatsapp or fb, but yesterday… things were different. I was having trouble sleeping after ...
There will be a certain poetry to your ways, a charm and grace above your days, a wit quite sublime, a sense of humor that lets me know you are truly mine. I may not have your beauty, but maybe a touch of the divine, I have wisdom, and I ...
The funniest Sri Lankan on Youtube at least..LOL. Everheard of Super Uncle? Yesterday night in my boredom induced youtube video binge, i came across Jehan Ratnayake now a.k.a JOHN BALA. He’s Funny, Cute, Witty and to top it all off he was Sri Lankan!! And after almost going through his entire (and ...
We stepped into his room, and I immediately fell in love with the place. The navy blue bedsheets, the white comfy looking pillows, the random indie rocker posters on the wall, his messy desk… everything, it was so him. Him. I sat on his bed and look
I cried a little watching this video. Everyone needs to be reminded like this, that within them, there is everything they hoped and ever dreamed for; its just waiting for you to wake up, recognize it and let it blow out like one magnificent, never ending firework, sparkling everywhere and anywhere. Baby, you’re a firework Come on, let your colors ...
What is it with Cute Boys and Ice Cream!!!! Here’s Nickhun from 2pm showing us how it’s done!! *sigh* I’ve had this video on repeat a couple of times throughout the day…. ….okay maybe longer…. I wonder what Woo young thought of this?! hehe I died a bit everytime of joy and cute-overload!!!
I first met him when i was barely in my teens; my blue haired, total black wearing, swimmer body days (Yes, I was that guy everyone thought spent too much time watching late-night 90′s Mtv goth specials, and yes, it’s the moment in time my body was at the perfect ...
we barely knew each other, but lying next to you drunk with christmas cheer and wine… and my first kiss barely moments ago. My christmas was made. You were the icing on the cake. and we went to bed.. together, not a second thought in our heads. I didn’t even know it would be second best to when the lights ...
He surprised me. if you are reading this, my wonder… you surprised me like a warmth of a match in the winter of my heart, a hearth that didn’t know fire, or the start of it, like now. Where did that.. how did you. how? I wonder.. my wonderful surprise. I thank the winds that led you to me. That ...
I remember you. I remember the beauty in your eyes and your soul, I remember the smile, I remember your heart, I remember what I wanted to protect. I remember your big strong hands, your fair skin, marked by your clumsiness and pride. I remember your head it’s wiry curled crown. I remember all that you were and all ...
You asked me what I want for my birthday… I tried to hide how incredulous that made me, but with every single time you asked me it was just hurtful. Painful. Disgraceful. You’d think for you, but we’re playing this game where this meant everything for me, and nothing to you… so it’s just disgraceful for me. Disgraceful that I ...
that’s exactly what it feels like. I saw the signs. My friends told me, my mentors told me. My mother even took your side. I’d like to look back on all the good times, all the fun, all the joy you inspired, but somehow some way, it seems like you go the extra mile to … to just prove to me, ...
It’s like I don’t know how to be alone. Here I am sitting with you in the same room, being your annoying chatty self, annoying me with how you behave like nothings changed. It fucking has. And all I want is for you to leave. I just want you to walk out of here with your head down, like you ...
My friends call me the unicorn. I celebrated it, I wore it like a badge. I loved it. Unicorns are magical, beautiful and rare. But what do you do when your the only unicorn in this side of the forest. I’ve always been different. I had beliefs about love and relationships when I was in my teens, rigid beliefs. I ...
I told myself not to think about that. I told myself to focus on the now. The here and now when you were with me, in my house, seated next to me, knee to knee, my fingers just drawn to play with your cute curly hair as you droned on about your silly little obsessions like iphone this, ebay ...
Is it that I cared too much? Is it that I never loved? I just saw you.. and saw the beauty within you fighting for a chance, strength looking for a foothold, innocence that needed protection. I wanted to be.. everything you ever needed. At first just a friend, but that’s all I ever wanted to be… everything. I ...
I keep finding myself sleeping pressed against the wall on the right side of a double bed I’ve spent most of my life sleeping on, indiscriminately. I was once even accused of sleeping on it like I accidentally fell off a tall building and onto it, or with my extra long legs tucked into that comfortable gap in the mattress ...
What would you get if you put brad pitt and a culvert together : a culprit? lol This is what a 'culvert' really is! My friend Michael, has the occasionally good joke. I think…
I love him, he is my brother. In my case, I say “I love her, she is my sister..” But what do you do when it takes a literal meaning… Meaning, you don’t just ‘love’ your brother like a ‘brother’, you love him. You. love. him. How confusing can the world get for you when suddenly, you’re attracted to the ...
