Is it that I cared too much? Is it that I never loved? I just saw you.. and saw the beauty within you fighting for a chance, strength looking for a foothold, innocence that needed protection. I wanted to be.. everything you ever needed. At first just a friend, but that’s all I ever wanted to be… everything. I think it was exactly that.. that ruined our friendship, our relationship… I just wanted you with everything I had. And wanted you to want the same. And you didn’t understand me then… because your just a boy still trying to be a man. I hope you understand one day.. why it was hard for me to be “friends” again.