you walked into a baryou walked into a bar and you forgot to phoneyou walked into a bar and you forgot to phoneso I phoned youI phoned you and askedhow you walked into a bar and forgot to phoneand you started explaininghow you were there in the barwith the men talking business and you explained business to mebut mansplaining takes time so I heard herI heard her.
if there evercomes a dayI see you hold someone elseI will pray for strengthstrength enough to slice throughthose wrists,tear tendons,crush cartilagecut muscles,ligaments,sever nervesand arteries,smash thosebones to bitsand because those hands are so special,I will also pray for strengthto do it quicklyso quickly thatyou won’t feel a thing until l leave
love endures, but hate – hate gives you the hottest firesa burning that won’t easeflaming in the pit of your bellyeyes alight, skin ablaze, heart afirebrilliantly aflamesearing through lifehate is hot coals on cold nights
this noose of corona despairever-present, like dust in the air,it sometimes threatensto drop like a familiar snake, or an acquaintance visiting, withbags and baggage in tow, but Islip away, quietly, slowly;pretend there is no one home, Iwalk quietly into the garden; Ilook around hopefully -see time greening to life around me; Isense the clouds moving awaythe ground, it stays still; ...
in pretend-play of indulgence, you confessyou pour your emotions into holes in pocketspaper-tear and thin airplaces no longer theremotionless, emotionlessthis silence no longerholds solace