Dear Body, I know our relationship hasn’t been all that great in the past, but I just want to say thank you. See, this morning, when you woke me up 10 minutes before my alarm was meant to go off, just because you know what a lazy bum I am, I realized that you still love me.  I also want ...

When I was a kid, we used to travel up to Kurunegala very often, because my Grandmum lived there. My dad and his 2 brothers would pack up the families and go to visit, almost every weekend. We mostly traveled late on a friday night, and while my brother slept like a little demon in the other corner, I woud ...

I’m not sure yet but……….. *deep breath* I THINK I’M QUITTING THE BAND. Which is pretty weird , cz after over two years in the band, I just started to feel like I was actually IN one. I never really saw myself as a singer, or a pianist/keyboardist -I sure as hell didn’t look the part, and quite often I’d ...

Two and a half years ago, L called me up and said they could use an extra voice and a pianist for their band. At the time, it was a two man band, just the guitars, and they felt I could add to it. I’d always wanted to sing for people, and although I didn’t think my voice was exemplary,  ...

I miss my kid. I don’t get to see him that often anymore, and it’s true what they say – that absence makes the heart grow fonder. And in this particular case – it also rips it to shreds. I die every single time i have to let him out of my arms. What do you do when your heart’s ...

“I am the Sun; The center of your universe. My love for you burns ever so intense, And its undeniable gravitational pull will set all the pieces of your life in perfect orbit around me. Let your very world revolve around me, my darling; Let me be the center of your universe. Let me be your Sun.”

Hello, world. It’s been a hot minute. 10 years to be exact! I can’t believe i used to bear my heart on here on the regularm writing about every high and every low, the new man that popped up every couple of months that i was absolutely positive I was in love with. Wanting to start a new life. Being ...

Being in a house with your ex and the kid you guys made together. With your ex’s ex wife. and her boyfriend. And your ex’s current girlfriend. Yeaaahhhh… that about sums it up. *Awkward*

Saying goodbye is never easy, especially when you’ve left a boat-load of things unsaid. I’ve known the dude for about a year now, and I was one of the first people he asked about moving back down-under. Of course I said ‘yes, man, go for gold’; it was the best thing that could happen to him. What I wasn’t expecting ...

I want to do something fun for a living. Drive a race car. Host a fancy TV show on TLC. Be a rock star. Anything that doesn’t involve sitting in front of a LED screen 8 hours a day, wasting away, writing lies, selling soap. No. I want to fly. I want to explode in to life. There are beaches ...

Today I’m hurting. Because I drove someone I really care about away with all my insanity – my addiction – my dis-functionality. Even worse, on a personal level, because I’ve done this before. And the worst of the worst? I don’t know how to stop.

When I was little I used to wish I was an animal. Most times it used to be a dolphin. Smart, affectionate, graceful. I adore the water, and the idea of being a gorgeous fish in an ocean so wide blows me away. Some days I’d wish I was a cheetah, living on the African savannahs – a smooth sexy ...

Ahhh… It’s cock-tober. My birth month. Hey, that’s probably why my birthday usually sucks so much. (Get it?) For those of you who don’t already know, I usually get a bit depressed on the run up to my birthday, and even this time, I foresee being nut-scratching-ly, butt-fucking-ly broke. I lost my mobile device last Saturday, and haven’t got the ...

I can’t put in to words how much I love C0ldplay. And in the same way, words can’t even begin to describe how much I love my son. But this song comes close. I miss him so much. My heart breaks every-time I think of him. I do a cover of this song with the band, and yesterday while singing ...

I was rushing down that gorgeous road between CR&FC and BMICH. You know the one. With the canopy of leaves overhead and thousands of  little yellow feather-weight flowers falling slowly and gracefully. They were dancing in the wind, as opposed to the tiny raindrops that raced down to Mother Earth beside them. There was something oddly serene about seeing age ...

Ok, so remember that nightmare interview I told you guys about? They called me the very next day, offered me the job, I accepted, and I’m seated right now on my first day of work and typing this out, as an alternative to a silent scream. It’s a little weird because I’m a graphic designer. And this is a copy ...

I had another interview today. Actually it was the 2nd interview. I got a callback. woohoo! *waves a tiny flag whilst rolling eyes* The first interview was awesome. The 2nd interview? Sucked donkey balls. I crashed and burned. SO. GOOD. So good, in fact, that now? all I want to do is wear my jammies, huddle up into a ball, ...

…but his teachings – though insanely simple, and easy to grasp - are kinda hard to practice. Makes perfect sense, doesn’t it. But what doesn’t make sense to me - is how someone can walk in to your life, turn it upside down, rip it apart, and make you crazy, and then walk out of it saying ‘This isn’t my ...

Happiness: something I’ve been focusing on a lot lately. It’s so simple to just ‘be happy’ but often times I find that I’d rather sit around and feel sad than make that conscious choice to be happy. And that’s exactly what it is. A choice. Yesterday, I was feeling crappy. Someone insulted my body on a public forum. I don’t ...

At first, spending time with him felt like guilty pleasure, even though there was nothing to feel guilty about. He came without the complications, and though I liked that about him, it confused the living crap out of me, because I was used to complicated men. But with him, everything felt simple. Living life in the moment is the only ...