When you do not want to be with people… When you just want to be still… When unknowingly people make you realize that your level of importance has either been miscalculated or misrepresented in some way… When you really need a break to unwind… When you are feeling something you haven’t felt in a really long time and getting it ...
I have never been a fan of weddings. They’re so troublesome, annoying and expensive! I have been a guest at many weddings and a bridesmaid at one and helped plan and arrange a few. They usually come with agreements and disagreements and a lot of work. I personally think you should just get registered and immediately fly off to another ...
Life is falling apart…. day by day…. piece by piece….. And I don’t know what to do…. For I have no where to go…. Does what go around actually come around? Does the good overtake the bad? Do good things happen too? I seem to have lost faith…. all the faith I had..
It is difficult to make someone understand who you are and the things you look forward to in life. The little things, the big things…all of it. Sometimes they just don’t make a note of the things you tell them at all. It is then time wasted on all accounts and you really wonder what you are doing. True Happiness ...
I had to go get my swollen feet checked today, to which the doc didn’t really know what was wrong. His first try is to put me on a pill for hormone balancing or something for a week and my LORD it makes me pee every 5 mins! I’m NOT kidding.. such a nuisance… and I hope this works coz ...
The year started with a lot of pain and more pain. But with time, I re-learnt to do what I do best. Bury my life in work and try new things. Little by little it became easier. Actually, it didn’t get easy, you just get used to being with it that it becomes a part of your life but it ...
Somebody said you got a new friend Does she love you better than I can? And there’s a big black sky over my town I know where you’re at, I bet she’s around And yeah, I know it’s stupid But I just gotta see it for myself I’m in the corner, watching you kiss her, oh oohh And I’m right ...
To tell me not to think too much… To tell me I don’t have to be perfect all the time… To teach me Maths till midnight coz I wasn’t as good as he was in Math… To tell me to pray every evening… To take me everywhere… To make me happy and take care of me… But today I struggle ...
When I had insomnia he used to worry more than anyone else and stay up to chat with me for as long as he could. If I was feeling down, he used to take time off work to buy me a book and write a sweet message about life and hand it over to me in office coz he cared. ...
All he does is talk nonsense aka bullshit. It’s a subject I absolutely hate and my brain malfunctions at times like this. After hours and hours of lectures, I still can’t figure this crap out coz he hasn’t taught anything important. Sigh.
Today my mum gave me the last two gold rings my dad gave me. Felt very emotional when I took them.. One was from the Bangkok airport coz I couldn’t take my eyes off it.. The other one had a heart and American diamond, that was for Valentine’s day coz I said I didn’t have anyone… :( And now I don’t have him….
Ever since I was a child, loneliness is something I have known too well. I always thought my parents would never get me, so I used to bury myself in books and the only way they helped was by buying me all the books I wanted and by taking me to a children’s library every weekend. My friends were mostly ...
Isn’t what I expected… I have lost all excitement of going to work which I used to have… However, I do have a few plans in place. If all works, hopefully it’ll be okay. Holding on is always the most difficult part. Sigh.
Today Cammie was very calmly eating popcorn with me. I sat on the bed and was looking at the mirror when jumped onto me. She kept one paw on my right cheek and slowly yet lovingly and tenderly licked my left cheek and ear and kept doing it for a few seconds. She usually licks my hands and legs but ...
This is something that has been popping into my mind for a while now and I do not know why. People think I don’t travel by bus because I think too highly of myself and don’t like to suffer a little. Yes I don’t go by bus coz I cannot stand the body odour, pushing, strangers rubbing against me etc.. ...
