Meeting with a lovely bunch of friends made me realise that I have always had reasons to be happy. They had gotten to know about the new job that I’ll be taking up in July and they were all calling me a ‘big shot’ and on the verge of mailing me their CVs asking me to hire them as they ...
It’s midnight. Meditation lasted two mins. The next half hour was spent thinking about a brown handbag and shoes that I want to get, getting earphones for my phone, the fitness band my bro got me, the neighbour’s dog, my cousin’s dog and about vehicles. Sigh. I’m sure I have missed some out.
I have been feeling unsettled for weeks. Maybe it has something to do with the anxiety attacks I have been having or maybe it’s vice versa. A new place, another new beginning starts tomorrow. I’m not looking forward to it at all. I just feel like I want to lock my door and stay in bed for a few days ...
I volunteer to teach special needs kids on Saturdays as that’s the only free day I can use to commit to do this regularly. It’s been over 2 years now and I have learned a lot and taught a lot. I can only imagine what those parents go through. They always come with a smile and some show a lot ...
As I walk away from work, all I want to do is leave behind the unfairness,. the lies, the unnecessary stress, the backstabbing and tale telling, the unhappiness and everything else that’s unpleasant… Yet it clouds my mind and judgement and my head hurts as if it would explode any minute … I was told that I was too sweet ...
Never imagined, never knew This kind of thing could ever happen This pain that keeps me up on a tired night.. this pain that follows with every move I make.. Leaves me alone, all to myself…
As a child, I have been through mountain-loads of punishments, esp from my mum. I was caned, slapped, beaten with belts and the worst punishment of all still sends shivers down my spine and makes my face smart every time I think of it… When I was about 7 yrs old, my brother was a tiny tot running around in ...
Mummy used to drive. For the longest time she used to have an L board in the vehicle thinking that other drivers will be easy on her…and we finally got rid of that bloody board. When she and her sister were going on a steep slope, mum had asked her equally nutty sister to keep her hands on the hand ...
I pull out my tab to watch tv series and the people around peep in to see what Im watching. When i removed the earphones I could hear one of the guys snoring SO loudly! I wonder how his family survives. Im told of a few things that need to be done in addition to the regular service. My poor ...
When I was schooling, there were two girls that lived next door. We used to play every evening except during exam time. We used to play cricket, cycle in the lane, study countries and the encyclopedia and question each other and play card games, carom, board games and watch movies. Birthdays uses to be fun. We always gifted each other ...
Hold Hold on Hold on to me ‘Cause I’m a little unsteady A little unsteady Momma Come here Approach Appear Daddy I’m alone ‘Cause this house don’t feel like home If you love me Don’t let go If you love me Don’t let go
No, I don’t believe that the present is a gift. It’s a nightmare. And here’s what it’s like. I don’t kiss ass at work, nor do I gossip do get myself around. I am a hard worker and that’s all I do, work. My probation period ends tomorrow. I don’t know what to expect. It could be good news, it ...
Sometimes I really wonder why things have to be so difficult…. Sometimes I wonder why life is so wrong and unfair…. Sometimes I just….. Posted from WordPress for Android
Bound by uncertainties… It’s not a nice feeling… Sometimes I think I’ll take it as it comes, sometimes I lose faith and strength… I try to keep myself occupied by cooking.. but who am I kidding… Every day I try looking for different avenues, I try to walk away from things that hurt, I try to think only of myself… ...
