bruised by lovebattered by breakupsi was down and outnever to get upthen i found an inner strengthby killing my consciecei stood up on my feetpulverizing my oldselfa bastard came into beingselfish in its own rightnot giving a damnnor showing any mercyit felt wierd at firstbut soon it became second natureand i embracednot being accountableat a time when i least expectedin ...

i want to tell youthat i'm stuckin a messand i can't get outbut the words wont come outthe fear of loosing youholds it backso i pretendthat everyting is okfake a facethat i'd never havei'm cluelessand i'm dying hereit sucks that i cant get outall i want isto speak my heart out and set it freebut i cannot

we come homeescaping the outside worldand watch some tvhave home cooked dinnerbubble bathswhilst sipping red winefalling asleep all cuddled upshe's the first thingthat i see every morningand i'm amazed by how she makes me feel satisfiedeverything isjust the way it should bea picture perfect scenariobut then i think to myselfshould i get downon one kneeor should i leavethe door open