tell me that you are making upthe things that you sayand when i'm waking upit all will be liesso none of this willstand in the wayand you don't have to go back into his armsstay here with mei want you by my sidebut it's just wishful thinkingand i can't help itit hurts so muchto let you goand to watch you ...
i let goi broke freei played the saviori played the villaini played the loveri played it allnot because i wanted tobut because i had toit's all doneand none matters anymoreall of thatand everything elseprepared me for one last battleso here i amready to dive inuncertain if i wouldsurface to see the lighteventually we all wither awayso i'm taking my chancesto ...
i never had to break sweati never had to worry about anythingeverything i touched turned goldlife was one big partyand then it wasn'tpiece by piece things fell aparteverything i touched turned into stonesometimes it's so confusingwhen i try to figure outwhat went wrongbut i've realized it's all a testi don't really care anymorei'm just doing what i think is rightso ...
one step forwardone step backwardi was held backfrom acting on my thoughtsfeeling restlesscaged and batteredoften i wonderedwhen will i break freeand finallymy mind is at peaceas it feels rightto walk away
i'm running away from it alli'm running towardsthe unknowni'm leaving behind everything that hastormented megifting me with paini hung on for too longhoping to see the bestbut all i got in returnis a shattered worldso i started running awayas fast as i couldeven before i made up my mindas to where i was headingi think i should slow downto walk ...
things can be greatit can feel like a dreamand little do we realizethat this would end soonthere's nothing muchthat we can dowe just have to make wayfor the inevitablebut yet we try to stretch it beyondwhat it's supposed to beto live on borrowed timethough it lasts for a whileit never feels the sameso it makes me thinkif it's worth it ...
i locked my heart awayand kept my emotions at bayso that i cant getfar away from youthing's weren't ecstaticneither were they gloomyi just got alongwithout youall that effortto forget what i hadall these effortsto feel numbsometimes i wonderif it's all worth itthe trouble i go throughto forget youbut all it takes is just one call from youto break it all ...
i can't feel the love has burnt outi can't seethe anger has blinded meyou and meare nothing buta disasterin the waitingi'm seeking refugein a place i'm not invitedthough it hardly mattersi don't give a damnso lets not get ahead of ourselvesthis starts and ends tonight ...
you were taken awayjust like thatone day you were herethe next day you were notthey asked me if i'm okthey asked me if i'm sadi was not oki was devastatedfrozen in shockhardly shed a tear at your departurebut that doesn't mean i loved you any lesswho pulls all the strings i thoughtwith no regard for anyonehow can they take someone ...
snatched away from someone else's loosely held handwithout hesitation she laid in bedwaiting to be taken into be finally appreciatedfor the beauty she possesfed by the sweetness of her mouthcaptivated by her aroused peaksi started to descendtowards the center of her paradiseher hidden lips whistled desireas i explored the forbidden landlike a piratehunting treasuremy mouth needed no invitaionit pierced through ...
you were likethe worst wintercold as dreary dark and opaqueand i waslike the summer suna smile across my facetrying to brighten you uptoo many chilly momentslead me to confront youyou were unawareand full of apologiesand now you try to shine on my worldgiving me all the attentionwhen i require none anymoreit doesn't feelthe same anymorethe ecstatic feeling you gavehas been ...
i want to runawayfar from hereto breakawayfrom these troublesso i'm forcing everyoneto let me godoing things to be rid of the guilti'll be glad if you came alongthen we could get lostin a fantasymaybe it's wishful thinkingand you won'tcome away with methose beautiful eyesyour sweet lips and our conversationsi would miss either way i will goaway from this madnesswithout hesitationi ...
feeling corneredgot nowhere to goi look aroundthere's no escapei feel helplesswill i go downwithout a fight without a chancedesperate for survivali start to dig a holeto hide myselffrom everythingbut it's not helpingas everything starts to haunts mei hold onto what little hope i haveand i fight backagainst the oddsto see some lightin the darkest timesi want to give upi want ...
i'll lie to youi'll cheat on youi'll hurt youi'll make you cryyou thinki'll do all of thisi'm not denyingi'm not defendingi'm not giving excuses i'm not asking for blind faithbut i don't thinkthat you have a crystal ball eitherit is fair for you to be catiousit is understandable for you to be scaredscars take time to healtrust needs time to ...
you don't return my callsyou don't reply to my textsyou are making it clearthat you don't want me aroundit's not that i don't get itbut i just can't leave you and goall i want is to talk to youand to see if you are fineyou are lying therein bed with himwith so much angerjust to get back at meand i'm ...
you say i'm acting weirdthat i'm being someone elsewell i've got news for youi've been this when you aren't aroundhow can you walk inand start looking for my smileit's been on a breakever since you wanted to take onethen you start accusing meof being all gloomy and dullwhat else did u expectwhen you walked away with my soulmaybe i went ...
don't cry little darlingdon't loose hopeyour knight in the shining armourwill come to you soonsometimes you have to cross a several bridgesto get to yourhome sweet homeso wipe those tearsand flaunt your pretty smilelet the world beamazed by your beautyand till he comesstay away from themthey don't care about anyone else but them ...
i wish that i had met youwhen i believed in loveand you did tooit all would have been perfectlike a fairytalei used to readbut there's a reason that we call it a fantasyit is not something that we could live insometimes i can't helpbut wonderhow it would have beento have you with mewe would have been in lovein our little ...
going against my own advicei couldn't helpbut open upleaving myself vulnerablemy mind kept saying noi turned a deaf earwhen i should havelistened closelythere's not muchto be done nowbut to walk awayin painlessons learntwon't go to wastebut not using them is the caseas alwaysi'll have with methe wonderful memories that i've madeso i'll bear through the painbecause it wasn'tall in vaini'll ...
you pushed me awaywhen i tried to get closeryou made it clearthat i wasn't neededi couldn't do muchyou were making the choicesi was stuck at heartbreak hoteland i checked out recentlymatters of the heartconcerns me nomorei'm just finewith a stranger in my armsbut now you saythat you want me backand that it was my faultto let it slip awayi'm not ...