It's been an year since I've written.It's been exactly 365 days.How time flew.I've been good, I've been great. Then again, I've been busy but could have been better.Writing doesn't help any-more, I seem to have forgotten my mode of exhaust. but.Life is good.“Even though we'd put each other through hell, we'd found heaven. Maybe it was more than a couple ...
People, they all come in different ways, while some just simply can't stand you, others get to know you and then be different. While some know you without much thought others would never understand you no matter what.Yesterday and today made me feel somewhat sad about my life and the people I have around me. While I'm lucky to have ...
As I drove back, a usual feeling took over me,A simple yet repetitive one I come back from,A life, so fragile, so vulnerable yet so complex,A minute is all it takes to take your life down.Many memories flashed before my eyes,Many tears did find it's way to my lips,I wasn't sure if I was feeling it right,But the time has ...
I'll admit it, I have doubts.I am not sure if this is how I want to spend my life. I'm not sure if this is what I signed up for in the first place.Nothing is the same any more. Not conversation, Not issues, Not feelings, not anything.Everything seems like a trial, Everything is a problem. Everything is a wrong.It's not ...
I'm unavailable! Emotionally.Physically.Physiologically. I'm unavailable, for anyone to reach. For everyone!No, I don't know for how long!No, I can't give a date!Yes, I am going to take my time.Yes, I am going to take as long as it takes for me to be ok.No, I'm not going to do stupid things.Yes, I'm going to be weird.Yes, you need to give ...
Somethings when broken, can't be fixed,Some feelings when shattered, can't be felt,Some words, once spoken, can't be changed,Some hearts, when broken, can't be mend.I should have done things before,To get the returns this way now,I should have gone through it all,So this make it all just.You have crossed that line, so have I,I have no more patience, nor will I,You're ...
Will you be strong enough to stand the test of time? I'm not quite sure you get the concept of growing old.....I hope you do, for that is the last thing that will matter after life hits you in the face.
There used to be a time where I had the best job in the world,4 hours of solid music, listening, playing, learning, dancing,It was a time where I enjoyed every minute I worked,Life seems so perfect, happy, content, complete.Greener pastures have moved me away from that,Now it's an empty office, all alone, no sound,All I have is Ms.Office with my ...
What?As life goes on you realise things you knew but didn't want to admit.As life goes on you remember what people said, how wrong or right they were, but didn't want to admit.As life goes on you heal all the wounds that hurt in the past and you learn to move on, sometimes forgotten, sometimes deleted but mostly because you ...
Too fast the year has gone by, too fast we've grown stronger,No journey is without barriers, no barriers without pain,Together we'll get through it, we planned all this right,After awhile, people who matter stays, the rest DUMPED.My love is unconditional, so is my rage and revenge,My patience too long for time, so is my memory,My sympathy too many to give ...
I although am stupid when it comes to my personal things, I tend to give good advise to people and I'm sometimes stunned by what comes out of my mouth. I can't believe that I even thought that way, but it's genuine and I do! So last few days it got me thinking and I think these are some of ...
I am not sure what I'm feeling in my life,I know I'm not where I used to be,I am not sure how I'm going to overcome,I know I'm not feeling what I should be.Sometimes it's ok, sometimes its not,Sometimes its better, sometimes lost,Sometimes it's nicer, sometimes anger,Sometimes I'm closer sometimes closed.When one door opens, another door closes,While I wait for ...
So we go back to square one. I feel disappointed but not depressed. Ok maybe little, but not like OMG..... Its like I've all of a sudden stopped feeling at all. It is quite remarkable to not feel anything. I feel empty, something missing ok that's a given right? but other than that completely blank white space.From who I was ...
I guess when they say they lived happily ever after they didn't mean happy and good all the time, it should surely mean that there are going to be bad times, fights, painful moments, hurtful words and most of all revengeful actions/words in the whole midst. I think life is just that, uncertain it's a matter of how you look ...
Determination is good, arrogance is not,Understanding must, simple it is not,Easy to think, nice to imagine,so much harder making things lightenThe same music, same beat,Over and over at your feet,Simply remember your last fall,Change your beat or else soil.Support, guidence and helping hand,All you need is a solid plan,Learn to listen, plan and doHold your ground, keep your stand.Know your ...
What am i feeling now?I feel like this, this, this, this & this.... oh wait this and this tooo...After a year during the same period... seems as Feb & March are 2 fucked up months!!!Sigh!
If you are the problem, you only are the solution.If you are the cause of pain, you only can provide relief.Take the YOU out of the situation, then No Problem.Isn't that right?
It seemed innocent, notIt felt simple, notIt made sense, notIt broke something, yesIt feeels heavy, too heavySomethings can't be fixedWords don't seem to make senseThoughts just condescendPain, gain, pleasure and powerNot just words to devourLives were lost making them trueHearts are broken holding them closer
