This is a song that used to annoy me whenever i listened to it for a no particular reason .. but now suddenly , I just feel like every line of this song is so related to us ..Us against the worldAgainst the worldUs against the worldAgainst the world"Sometimes I feel like The world is against meThe sound of your ...
Ts aunt and uncle came to my place .hmm anyway now i feel it was good i didnt recognize them initially and that my aunt didnt know i was inside home. If I lost my temper things would have got worsen . Whatever confused over few things they said . How do they know we met in Kandy . And ...
Why do you keep playing with our lives god !why . Im sorry T .Iam sorry. I made your life miserable again . Please please take my life away but please dont make her ife miserable . YOu saved my life to make me see this happen again .please ..I dont know what has happened . No one has scolded ...
Kind of boring day at work .hmm I never expected a such thing from her . All of a sudden i feel lotsa energy . Whatever i wanna keep her mind free so she'd do whatever she likes with out thinking about me . I don't wanna be a possession or weight on her life that affects her freethinking. Well ...
Things have got much settled i guess. I dont want her to be like . Realistacally it is very difficult to recover the damage that has been done .I dont know from where to start .But I have to take a a firm decison .Either to give it up and go away from everything or hope for the best and ...
These three days been the most peaceful days for the time i remember of .. More than everything that I was so so pleased to get to know that shes doing her HR course .I was so worrying that her parents wouldn't let her do that . No words the describe how happy i was .Words cant describe what a ...
When she talks with me sometimes i don't know what im telling to her .Sometimes I also cannot resist contacting her and Sometimes things get revealed from my own mouth. I feel like if she stayed the way she was . yeah just even having her signs over my life heals me but I just dont want her to do ...
God Im having a mind that is capable of atleast recollecting things and think in a organized way up to a certain extend. I jsut want to review what has happened and think of what is going on and what i could do right now .It’s little more than a month since all this started . Within that month or ...
last two days been like a dream. Totally unexpeted things happened .I didnt have any idea of going to kandy till the last moment . Just went there cos of Mr.V s forcing.He such a great person he doesnt want to know my personnel things yet hes trying to make me ok kind if in an ofiial way .Its funny ...
So damn tired .whole body is aching but it was good had not much to concentrate cos of the exhibition .I dont know what H is doing ,I even sense like hes trying to use me . As T said I have a big suspicion over this gal that he introduced to me as his wife. What he and others ...
. Talked for long with T after a long time .It has kind of healed me . hmm If i can atleast have her signs over my life .. Whatever I feel something suspicious over all this . . When i told M today evening that T called he was like " so what the heck " . and words ...
Athurugiriya things is not gonna work . Just a wastage of time . What do u mean "wastage of time " anywasys. Wasting time on road is good rather than effin suffering. still effin drunk . Met M after abt 3 days . Funny that he is disgusted over my drinking . True I have been drinking for a week ...
yesterday was a Strange day .T called out of the blue . I am so confused over a thing she asked me . I cant remember me telling something like that to her those days .I didn't even have a problem like this then . It happened just once as I remember the day after that she cried . But ...
So cool. yesterday was the first full day at office for the year and a mistake worth of 75K . I cant ask that from my parents. ill pay it from my savings .still its not actually my money but what to do . dont know . Mane was right going for job like this would double my problems .But ...
That was it then . Another exam shattered. I'm going no where .Can not remember the day i last slept properly. I don't know to cry or what. feel like scream loudly . Forgive me mom and dad. I just can not bear this .I'm just going through days .feel like like throw my head away .Just cannot describe how ...
Sick of this life .dont know whether im getting lunatic . Miss her madly but what could i do .I may have to live with this forever . and this nose bleeding .. i dont know .. it scares the heck out of the ppl that see me .Dont know how to continue the job . studies......... nothing comes to ...
I really dont know how to cope with this .. its getting worse by each second that passes . Miss her crazy. I perfectly know there's nothing I can do about this other than leting the time decide my fate . If I could survive and if there's enough strength left in me , my dream may come true one ...
Okay just thought to start studying properly but yeah what studies. . Never thought she'd get angry like this her words have hurt like getting stabbed with sharp knives . If she can look in to my mind once she'll never look away .wait a minute!this might be good, if this will make me " minus" so as to that ...