Tomorrow, it's going to be 7 yrs since you were gone......My only wish for you Thaththie is... I hope that the merit we give you all the time will take you to where you want to be... where you deserve to be...May you attain nirvana...I love you and miss you all the time...
A day before Avrudu, one of my neighbours wanted to take us out for dinner and the two families went.The aunty is really close to my mum and adores me... but something made me feel really sad and angry at the same time..That aunty kept going on and on at me about my weight and how bad it looked and ...
A couple of days ago, I was very enthusiastic about hitting the gym early after work and changed into my gym attire in office and got ready to leave. A colleague wanted a lift halfway and so we both went and got into the car..I started the ignition and nothing would come on...I panicked...I tried a few times and knew ...
Someone's daughter...An employee...An older sister...Friend to many...A niece to some..A chubby cousin...The crazy shopper...An undying choco-holic..Ex-student in a few places...A dreamer....An insomniac...A long time blogger...No-one.... really... no-one..I can't help but wonder what exactly my role's supposed to be in this play called Life...Who am I?What am I supposed to be?Where am I supposed to be?Where am I?Where should I go?What ...
It's one of those days, where I feel nothing... Driving to work, with loud music and happy thoughts, still made me feel nothing... and there was this loneliness crawling in which was make me go numb...Coming to office, I still feel nothing.... Chit chat and laughter with office friends... and I don't feel a thing...It's one of those days.. One ...
I usually buy things for myself to feel good and there's nothing like self love and pampering one's self right?So this morning as I woke up, I realised that I only have exactly one month left till I turn 28... which is quite close to being 30. So in this one month, I'm going to buy myself things... Mainly coz ...
So last year, I had a hard time moving away from something I got myself into...The thing about attachments is that sometimes you just don't know you're attached until something happens and makes you realise it.... by which time, it could be a little late maybe, in a good or bad way... Having had a conversation with someone who is ...
The eyes reflect the agony of the soulWhile the mirror shows the sadness of the heartThe shadow searches for light, when lost in darknessThe mind stays numb, unable to shift from a dark thought to a bright oneThe silence surrounding me is deafening at timesThe poker face fades into the reality it covered all this timeThe lonely stars glisten no ...
Last week, my mum called me in the evening and said she was downstairs and that she really wanted me to come down..I thought it was an emergency and panicked.. and went downstairs...Only to see....that a couple (an uncle and aunt) who were with us abroad and knew me from the time I was conceived... had made a visit to ...
As each day passes by, we sometimes think and take for granted that things will not change, though the inevitable truth is that things DO change... one way or the other... in ways we may like or not like.. but change does happen...We usually have monday morning meetings and today started with one of those.. Usually before something really bad ...
You're bugged by a set of colleagues...bugged for fun... all in good fun... and then realise that these fun times don't last forever.. they will end.. they will change..maybe sooner or maybe later.You have coffee with a good friend... and then realise that people can change... and you never know what could come out of this friendship... are you to ...
I've never really been a fan of this V-day business. It's way too commercialised and just crazy.. I think.But the receiving of gifts is indeed nice... :-) Especially when it's from someone totally unexpected. The first time I got flowers which were delivered home; I actually freaked out coz I thought my mum would slaughter me.. but she was pretty ...
Remember this post?Going on from that, my mum is a very social person...talks to anyone and everyone... and she got to know this girl who works at one of the supermarkets we frequently go to and got to know that she's getting married and had no money to buy a wedding saree so was trying to see if she could ...
Sometimes it's hard to accept some things in life. You may think about it on and off and brush if off your mind, but there will be days where it stays edged onto your mind and keeps rising to surface and that truth in those thoughts, though it's your reality, may actually hurt it strange ways.Thought that acceptance would help.... ...
During the X'mas week, we were invited to lunch by one of my dad's best friends..... and we went for it..At that lunch, I had the pleasure of meeting one of my dad's lecturers..... who remembered my dad very well.. and kept talking about him, the things he used to do... and I couldn't help but wish I had the ...
- you're craving for chocolates and someone buys you a chocolate brownie out of the blue and gives it to you..- DQ buys long yummy bananas and Galaxy chocolates and shares them with me in office..- you come to that point where you know you're REALLY over something you were struggling to shake off and move on.... and it's not ...
You know how chocolates and sweets make me sugar high right? Well, aleast you've read about it...A couple of days ago, I bought 2 packs of cream biscuits, made a little milk, crushed the biscuits and mixed both and ate.... then had a slice of ribbon cake with marzipan from Hilton and I was over the moon...I was giggling uncontrollably ...
LD... :-) (I had the song Return of the mack running in my head.. sowie..)First of all, better late than never, HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALL! I hope it'll be a fabulous one for each and everyone of you! :-)So how has everyone been while I was away? For those of you who really cared and kept bugging me to blog ...