an earthquake of heartachebroke me into piecesand a thunderstorm of lonelinesstook me far away from everyoneyou came from nowheregushing out like a rivercollecting the broken piecesand bringing them ashorenow you nurture melike a mother to a childhelping me to recoverfrom an absence of life ...

i never had to break sweati never had to worry about anythingeverything i touched turned goldlife was one big partyand then it wasn'tpiece by piece things fell aparteverything i touched turned into stonesometimes it's so confusingwhen i try to figure outwhat went wrongbut i've realized it's all a testi don't really care anymorei'm just doing what i think is rightso ...

i'm running away from it alli'm running towardsthe unknowni'm leaving behind everything that hastormented megifting me with paini hung on for too longhoping to see the bestbut all i got in returnis a shattered worldso i started running awayas fast as i couldeven before i made up my mindas to where i was headingi think i should slow downto walk ...

i locked my heart awayand kept my emotions at bayso that i cant getfar away from youthing's weren't ecstaticneither were they gloomyi just got alongwithout youall that effortto forget what i hadall these effortsto feel numbsometimes i wonderif it's all worth itthe trouble i go throughto forget youbut all it takes is just one call from youto break it all ...

you were taken awayjust like thatone day you were herethe next day you were notthey asked me if i'm okthey asked me if i'm sadi was not oki was devastatedfrozen in shockhardly shed a tear at your departurebut that doesn't mean i loved you any lesswho pulls all the strings i thoughtwith no regard for anyonehow can they take someone ...

snatched away from someone else's loosely held handwithout hesitation she laid in bedwaiting to be taken into be finally appreciatedfor the beauty she possesfed by the sweetness of her mouthcaptivated by her aroused peaksi started to descendtowards the center of her paradiseher hidden lips whistled desireas i explored the forbidden landlike a piratehunting treasuremy mouth needed no invitaionit pierced through ...

you were likethe worst wintercold as dreary dark and opaqueand i waslike the summer suna smile across my facetrying to brighten you uptoo many chilly momentslead me to confront youyou were unawareand full of apologiesand now you try to shine on my worldgiving me all the attentionwhen i require none anymoreit doesn't feelthe same anymorethe ecstatic feeling you gavehas been ...

i want to runawayfar from hereto breakawayfrom these troublesso i'm forcing everyoneto let me godoing things to be rid of the guilti'll be glad if you came alongthen we could get lostin a fantasymaybe it's wishful thinkingand you won'tcome away with methose beautiful eyesyour sweet lips and our conversationsi would miss either way i will goaway from this madnesswithout hesitationi ...

feeling corneredgot nowhere to goi look aroundthere's no escapei feel helplesswill i go downwithout a fight without a chancedesperate for survivali start to dig a holeto hide myselffrom everythingbut it's not helpingas everything starts to haunts mei hold onto what little hope i haveand i fight backagainst the oddsto see some lightin the darkest timesi want to give upi want ...

i'll lie to youi'll cheat on youi'll hurt youi'll make you cryyou thinki'll do all of thisi'm not denyingi'm not defendingi'm not giving excuses i'm not asking for blind faithbut i don't thinkthat you have a crystal ball eitherit is fair for you to be catiousit is understandable for you to be scaredscars take time to healtrust needs time to ...

you don't return my callsyou don't reply to my textsyou are making it clearthat you don't want me aroundit's not that i don't get itbut i just can't leave you and goall i want is to talk to youand to see if you are fineyou are lying therein bed with himwith so much angerjust to get back at meand i'm ...

you say i'm acting weirdthat i'm being someone elsewell i've got news for youi've been this when you aren't aroundhow can you walk inand start looking for my smileit's been on a breakever since you wanted to take onethen you start accusing meof being all gloomy and dullwhat else did u expectwhen you walked away with my soulmaybe i went ...

don't cry little darlingdon't loose hopeyour knight in the shining armourwill come to you soonsometimes you have to cross a several bridgesto get to yourhome sweet homeso wipe those tearsand flaunt your pretty smilelet the world beamazed by your beautyand till he comesstay away from themthey don't care about anyone else but them ...

i wish that i had met youwhen i believed in loveand you did tooit all would have been perfectlike a fairytalei used to readbut there's a reason that we call it a fantasyit is not something that we could live insometimes i can't helpbut wonderhow it would have beento have you with mewe would have been in lovein our little ...

going against my own advicei couldn't helpbut open upleaving myself vulnerablemy mind kept saying noi turned a deaf earwhen i should havelistened closelythere's not muchto be done nowbut to walk awayin painlessons learntwon't go to wastebut not using them is the caseas alwaysi'll have with methe wonderful memories that i've madeso i'll bear through the painbecause it wasn'tall in vaini'll ...

you pushed me awaywhen i tried to get closeryou made it clearthat i wasn't neededi couldn't do muchyou were making the choicesi was stuck at heartbreak hoteland i checked out recentlymatters of the heartconcerns me nomorei'm just finewith a stranger in my armsbut now you saythat you want me backand that it was my faultto let it slip awayi'm not ...

bruised by lovebattered by breakupsi was down and outnever to get upthen i found an inner strengthby killing my consciecei stood up on my feetpulverizing my oldselfa bastard came into beingselfish in its own rightnot giving a damnnor showing any mercyit felt wierd at firstbut soon it became second natureand i embracednot being accountableat a time when i least expectedin ...

i want to tell youthat i'm stuckin a messand i can't get outbut the words wont come outthe fear of loosing youholds it backso i pretendthat everyting is okfake a facethat i'd never havei'm cluelessand i'm dying hereit sucks that i cant get outall i want isto speak my heart out and set it freebut i cannot

we come homeescaping the outside worldand watch some tvhave home cooked dinnerbubble bathswhilst sipping red winefalling asleep all cuddled upshe's the first thingthat i see every morningand i'm amazed by how she makes me feel satisfiedeverything isjust the way it should bea picture perfect scenariobut then i think to myselfshould i get downon one kneeor should i leavethe door open

i try really hardto keep myself awayso that i don’t end uphurting youbut somehow i docause you the painthat i didn’t intend tothe fault is minei just can’t resist youtell me howi can get awaythe touch of your handthe taste of your lipsthe warmth beneath youmakes it impossible i know its not right to act like thistell me how to ...