Waking up is not easy. when you feel that you are asleep , even when you are awake. Eyes covered with dust and pain that breaks ounces of the heart into pieces, bit by bit, time after time. You hear the outside voices screaming ” get up now, wake up now” . Yet, you end up in sleep with eyes wide open. it is not like you are dead , it is like you are living like a dead person. It is a curse, it is pathetic , it is truly a tragedy.