The world has 2 sides to it, doesn’t it. for example their is brightness and then their is darkness, their is sun time and their is night time, likewise their is happiness and sadness…it must be for a reason..

I am personally in a sad state of mind due to my financial inability to go be with my very ill father who is suffering without my support and care…to show my love and spend some time together…

I just don’t know what to do…..i been missing him now for 4 years..it is is my sad spot…

If i were to tell you that i myself …..

….find my self homeless and spending my time in an internet cafe at the rate of $1 per hour, just to get by until I can find a place of my own…How do I under these circumstances be able to get my hands on $8000 to go see my dad…

It’s day 8 being homeless this time around…I guess you have to make the best of everything that happens to you in this life….you know…put a good face on it and smile..:)

I have had my share of sadness through out my life….i don’t know…how to feel about it….

 

Remember those days when I was in love with priyanthy…and also remember the sadness in my life when she left me to go overseas…ha…all those lovely love songs I used to listen to. Like the one ” when can i see you ” by Babyface…the good old 90’s was my time…

 

my thoughts as i sit here watching movies at the cafe is ….”what can i do to make that cash, so i could go see my dad before he leaves this earth for good”…

 

should i resort to crime…..oh god….give me an idea…please…..!

somehow i feel like god is too busy..he gotta be…the world is full of sorrow for some..for me it’s 50/50…i guess i am way down the list after the orphans, the one with loved one’s dead already., the victims of accidents and crime…..

bye for now….