Damn it, nothings working out for me. I am still stuck in the same jobs, well only one job now. I lost the other night job, I am currently awaiting deployment on a new job offer.

Well, its 15th September 2015, on a sunny Tuesday around 4.20 pm, I am stuck at a desk feeling my usual symptoms of frustrations, hopelessness and anger. Why can’t I come up with a creative online business idea or any other business idea for that matter. I don’t know.

Well I wrote off an email to my uncle describing the difficulties I was facing, specially in regards to my dad’s health and the property at stake. Nobody is their to seek any help from, I will have to do it or die trying on this one.

What a mess of a life.

Not a happy man at all, I feel like I am wasting my time and life for little money.

Please god, give me a sign, an opportunity or a way out of this misery.