Erase

I if could undo
those last few years
I’d re-write my pages
and erase you from existence
Not a memory I’d spare
No, not even the pleasant ones.
You’ve done more harm than good
tested my will
made me doubt what’s good
for the elusive ‘what if’
and every time I say ‘No more’
you come around again
and set me off balance
so go away now
so I can erase
my heart.