Sunday, September 15, 2013

Happy Girl

Heading towards the bookfair tomorrow. Can hardly contain myself!!!

Yesterday the vehicle queue was SO bad that I was forced to back down and retreat from the BMICH entrance, knowing that if getting in was THIS hard, getting a peek at the books even sideways wouldn't be an option. Unless there were more vehicles than there were people. Which seems to be the case in the country these days anyway.

It was with some effort that I controlled myself today. The desire to head that way was so great that I found it hard to stay still. Something is very wrong with me when it comes to books (not that I'm alright otherwise). The mere thought of books turns my knees into butter and my heart flutters a hundred million times. Could this be love? 

Well, I've realized of late that I'm a very happy girl. Love, support and warmth surround me in the form of a loving, doting family and a lover/partner in crime with a beautiful soul who are the pillars on which I build my world. I take every day as it comes, accepting, adopting, adapting which is easy when I have the pillars on which to lean on, for I know that this is solid ground. With such pillars, who gives a flying rat's tiny flea about other stuff? Money, career, future and the rest are just que sera sera.

I am one of the very few who found solid footing on firm hard land whereas many others are deceived by the debris that float their way, mistake it for reliable ground and drown in the process of trying to stand upon it. I on the other hand am either blessed or just wise in that sense.

Live life carefree. Make the ones that matter to you happy which in turn will bring a smile to your own face. Help when you can, who you can, the act of which will make you glow from the inside. Its living that matters. Not hoarding, not wanting more and more.

Well I thought I'd take some time to thank the universe for my many blessings for a change. Grouching, complaining, whining and grumbling can continue from tomorrow onwards.

But for today, I am a very happy girl.

And book fairrrr!! Half day tomorrow and hopefully the after lunch time slot will be relatively peaceful. EXCITED!!  :D



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