Sleeping and lazing around- all day; awake and wasting my time- all night. Clearly my body clock's fudged up... along with my sense of priority. Sigh*I had written pages and pages on how i don't know what's happening in my life anymore and how I'm disappointed about how nothing has worked out the way it was supposed to. Then I ...

It's been too long! Far, far too long! If it weren't for the blog itself I wouldnt even remember what I was trying to get across to the internet world. Nevertheless I read up on what I wrote last and ah! I left my files hanging at dreading what my teacher's reactions would be and oh boy was I right ...

I wanted to cry. Not the gentle tears rolling down your cheeks and soft whimpering petty type of crying, but most certainly the wail-out-loud and jump-around-in-frustration type of crying.However, I did manage to restrain myself in an attempt to keep my dignity. Except I'm having second thoughts about it and actually thinking of just getting it out of my system ...

Yes yes, I'm being over dramatic and there are worse things in life than mocks and board exams but right now, at this moment, they happen to be the source for pimples popping all over my face and my eye twitching and me having frequent anxiety attacks, which I consider to be quite a bother to be a honest.I wake ...

...when your eyes widen, your jaw drops, you lean slightly forward with anticipation and you're filled with awe. Complete awe.This must've happened to me atleast about twice in my life and tonight at the Deaf & Blind school concert, it happened again.Those children were absolutely AMAZING.YOU COULDN'T TELL that they couldn't hear the beat they were dancing to or see ...

No really. I don't know what the bog's wrong with guys in Sri Lanka -.- Some one give them a dictionary and flip to LOVE.So the other day I went over to my cousin's for his 18th and it was a bit of a party thing with family and his friends and all. It was good to see everyone after ...

estimated to hit Colombo in exactly 26 minutes.This should be interesting..

Parents. You expect them to be your protector and your guardian. And then they go ahead and stand aloof of your obvious distress and let a wretched molester back into your home. Honestly. Its...insane. Unbelievably insane.The other day I was sitting and having a conversation with two people quite close to me and we eventually ended up talking about something ...

=/ I'm depressed.or annoyed... I haven't made up my mind yet.Not sure at what either. O.o *sighIts this feeling of restlessness..where I just want to scream and yell and run around and break something and make a fuss over nothing and snap at people who dare to talk to me when the scowl on my face is a clear indicator, ...

SooOo.. today kinda sucked. I was hoping I'd get to post about my "fabulously successful productive day" but.. er ofcourse not.I woke up realizing The Mother wouldn't be home and on her way to Dubai instead and dear lord, I actually missed her. Anyways I derped around the house not knowing what the bog to do with myself.. till i ...

Privacy. Glorious, blissful, privacy.Thats what I miss the most from Dubai I think. The capability of walking around with ease around my room instead of peep toeing trying to avoid the half covered curtains [mine are a tad bit too short =/]. The capability of being able to shout as loud as I want without having to worry what the ...

Tsk. I can't believe my 3rd post on my blog was about insects. Oh well, the guru says I have to start somewhere..and it might as well have been the reason to the cause of my distress at the time. AND i know i should really stop with the complaining but MY MOTHER IS DRIVING ME UP THE WALL ...

UGH. ANTS EVERY WHERE. EVVVEEERRYYY WHHHEERREEE!No joke. In every crook and cranny I tell you! On tables, on the floor, on my food, on my books, on my shoes, on my clothes, on ME. ON MY LAPTOP. I can't take it anymore. ='/The latter was i believe the last straw. cause er no, my laptop CANNOT DIE OUT ON ME ...

Wellthe man to my right is my SUPER-COOL and out-of-this-world Maths tutor, David. I was about to give him a dramatic introduction with his crazy long nameincluding his tongue twister surname but wasn’t sure if he’d actually wantit all out there in the free and open internet :P …Oh wth, it’sRatnasabapathy. :D Yup, it took me a hefty amount of ...

Haaii there! I'm Xn [as iiiiiinnn : Shey-n] Its a nickname adopted by my maths tutor who protests that he doesnt have the time to type out my terribly long sri lankan name when texting out class details SO, Xn it is.Obviously enough, I’m from the little tear drop country, aka, Sri Lanka… although I’ve lived almost all my life ...

So today my brother tried a karate kick on me which stopped inches away from my face. As a reflex, my foot jerked and kicked him on the shin. It wasn't that big a deal even with my brother yelping in pain but as if in reflex to what I did, I had a flash back to when I was ...