Can't Resist You

thoughts of a confused mind
i try really hardto keep myself awayso that i don’t end uphurting youbut somehow i docause you the painthat i didn’t intend tothe fault is minei just can’t resist youtell me howi can get awaythe touch of your handthe taste of your lipsthe warmth beneath youmakes it impossible i know its not right to act like thistell me how to ...

There You Weren't

thoughts of a confused mind
There you were With meLike we used toFor a moment I felt like everything Was okOnly for it to beReplaced By a feeling of doubtIn the early hours of the morningI woke upHoping to see her pretty face next to meOnly to realize that nothing has changed As I lay thereBy myself

Your Memory

thoughts of a confused mind
I know that I should not be thinkingOf what you might be doingOr whether that you miss meThe way that I miss youEvery time i hear some good newsI pick up the phone to call youonly to realise that it’s all in the pastAnd when thingsAren't going wellI remember How you used to console meYou were my saving gracemy pillar of strengthAnd Still in my darkest hoursYour memory gives me strength

Cut The Cord

thoughts of a confused mind
i cut the cordto let u goi can't believe i let things bei must have been crazyout of my mindif all i wanted was to forgeti have failedsince that dayi've thought of youevery single daywith a tear in my eyei do not plan to call you backbut i fight the urgeto pick up the phoneeven if i do i don't ...

Lost

thoughts of a confused mind
we lost it allthat's what i've beentrying to forgetall this timebut it's a different worldin my headthoughts of you still lingerwhilst the love burns brighti let myself gowhen i had to let you gothings spiralled out of controland i never found my way homebaby with or without meyou should be happyso i smile and pretend that everything is fine

Seeking a Prince

thoughts of a confused mind
crying themselves to sleepunable to fight the sadnessall their lives they've waitedfor a prince in a shining armourinstead it has beena jester after jestercausing nothing but grievance taking away the hopeyet the desire for happinessfrom fulfillingdreams of the perfect liferemainsoverlooked and unappreciatedthey stay in a cycle of sadnesshoping for that princewho would break them out

Remember

thoughts of a confused mind
you tell me to rememberthe things we used to doyou tell me to rememberthe things we used to sayhow can i rememberwhen there's nothing to rememberbecause all we had werelies and deceitso let me remind youthe lies you used to sayand also remind youhow you used to hurt me at willi don't want to rememberall those painful thingsso here i am pretendingthat i don't remember the pain

Sadness in Her Eyes

thoughts of a confused mind
i see the sadness in her eyesand how she tries to force a smilemy heartbreaks to watch hergo thorough such miseryi ask her what happenedworried that she might be in troubleand she repliesit's what has not happenedbroken dreams and promiseshaunting her mindnone to find solace inthese troubled timeswhat saddens moreis how some try to exploither pain for their gainwithout any ...

By My Side

thoughts of a confused mind
i'm used to cold nightsbut it's different tonightyou lay by my sideto warm me upall those late nightswhich kept me up till dawnseems no more at least for tonighti wake up to you sweet scentand i watch your face light up by the sunshine creeping ini feel like i'm dreamingmesmerized by your beauty i wrap myself around youonly to be enticed to explore you once more

Wall Of Lies

thoughts of a confused mind
she says goodbye to everythingto hide behind his wall of liesjust because he convinces herit is for lovemeanwhile he lives his lifewith no regard for what she needsand she is not the only dame he is withbut she thinksshe should bare it allout of loveand for lovewith dying hopethat things will fall in to placehowever what she doesn't knowis that ...

Document My Heart

thoughts of a confused mind
i feel like a fooldocumenting my feelingswhen i'm broken and batteredlying here without a cluei keep telling myselfthat i should justget upand move onyet there's a sweetnessin the painmaybe becauseit's the only thing that's left of you

A Kiss From You

thoughts of a confused mind
one kiss from youtakes me backto the timewhen things were goodit makes me wonderif this is where i should bemaybe it's timeand then i think otherwisewaking up next to youwith you tucked in mei stroke my fingers through your hairyou turn aroundand i greet you with a kissyou smile and close your eyesi should stop thinking as it distracts me from savoringthese sweet moments with you

The Release

thoughts of a confused mind
the chills of this rainy nightgives me goose bumpsas i lay in bedand i start to think of youhow you'd keep me warmthrough the nightlittle by little my mind gets filledby thoughts of youwith each budding thoughti feel myself growwarmth trickles down my bodywhat i would giveto capture your strawberry lipson minehow good it would feelto embed myself in youwhilst ...

Goodbye

thoughts of a confused mind
there are timeswe overlook the obviousfocused on the thingsthat drive some of us to insanitybut i feel blessedto have realizedthat we all have to leavesooner or laterso this is mefinding my closurebecause i know it can be sooner rather than lateri'm sorry i didn't mean to bring upon painnor did i intend toignore youjust like everyonei got caught up in ...

Absence of Conscience

thoughts of a confused mind
there she is right across the tableone look at herand all i can thinkis the things i want to do to her tonightshe can just tellwhat i'm thinkingshe smiles at me whilst she bites her lipas if she approves my train of thoughti open the door for her to get inand while i close iti smile to myself sarcasticallywhat a ...

Mugshot

thoughts of a confused mind
you call me up lateand start asking 101 questionsif i'm out?who i'm with?and i'm wonderingwhy do you carewhen i say nothingyou get on my casefor a minute i'm fooledto think you might carethey say actionsspeak louder than wordsbut sometimes your wordscan be so convincingthough i'm fooled for a split secondyour mugshot is etched in my mindbecause you are guilty of being a bitch

One More Thing

thoughts of a confused mind
with tears in my eyesi read the news of your lossand it took a little while to sink ineven though i didn't know youi felt as if i lost one of my ownthat's when i realizedyour impact on our worldpeople speak of the amazing thingsthat you broughtinto our worldbut more than thati am forever grateful to youfor teaching methat there's nothing wrong in being a dreamer

Ilegal

thoughts of a confused mind
you are with himbut you stillget mad at mewhen i'm with someone elseand ifeel likei'm cheatingwhen i'm with someone elseyou sayyou feelexactly the samewhen you are with himthen why are we aparti sometimes wonderand it hits meyou are bound by legality ...

100 Things

thoughts of a confused mind
i can say a 100 thingsshow you a worldbuilt in a fantasythat never would be truebut you should knowyou should feelif my words are just wordsor if they are something morei'll save my words for when it mattersjust stay away from the sugar coatersbecause i'll do what i have to doi'll say what i have to sayso baby hold tightdon't ...

The River

thoughts of a confused mind
an earthquake of heartachebroke me into piecesand a thunderstorm of lonelinesstook me far away from everyoneyou came from nowheregushing out like a rivercollecting the broken piecesand bringing them ashorenow you nurture melike a mother to a childhelping me to recoverfrom an absence of life ...