I Will Never be a Well Behaved Woman

the unspoken
I would rather pass my days lying in the middle of dirt roads, staring at the full moon with a bottle of wine in my palms.I would rather have kids when it suits me, not when society expects or throws shoulds.I would rather live in a hammock on a beach for six months, and write like my soul means it.I ...

Never good enough!

the unspoken
You ask me not to compareBut how can I notWhen you do things for themThat you have never ever done for me!

Dear ex best friend

the unspoken
Hey there,How are you doing? I know I look fine and everyone thinks I'm doing okay... But I'm not. I'm broken inside.I feel lost. So so lost. I really need you right now. I need to talk to you and for you to just hear me out. I need you to give me a scolding and ask me to get ...

Starting over

the unspoken
"Don't worry Things always end up falling into place."Well everything was in place And now we are starting over.Can you blame me for being a little skeptical?

Choosing sides!

the unspoken
Truth be told yes I chose them over you. They don't see it that way, but no matter what they think I know that, that is what it is. Yes today I am choosing their happiness over yours. I wish I didn't have to. I wish that I could make everyone happy. But somehow it feels like that it isn't ...

Go Away

the unspoken
Stay away from me. I don't want to have anything to do with you. So please make it easier for both of us and just don't contact me. Thank you!

You Are Your Worst Enemy

the unspoken
When no one but youCan help your selfThat's when you'veGot to be your own heroAnd trust me when I say itYourself is the best hero to have

The Weekend (26th - 29th May)

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Yes my weekend usually begins on Thursday as it is the day I get back from out station. And this particular Thursday was even more exciting. All of my house mates and I had bring down all the concluded files (parliament audit and what not) so it was too much to bring by train. So instead of coming to Colombo ...

Back from A'pura (23rd - 25th May)

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So Monday was a boring day. I went to work got off a bit early. Then I helped my brother out my picking up a document for him. Which would count as my good deed for the day. I met a friend for dinner. A friend I hadn't caught up with in awhile. And that's about it.I left to A'pura ...

Two At A Time (21-05-2016 and 22-06-2016)

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So clearly my life is not happening enough to be writing everyday about it. Or maybe I forget to write. I don't know. Either way here goes.On Saturday I went to a friends house and helped pack medical kits for the flood victims. Spent the whole morning there. So that was my good deed for the day and helping someone ...

Two Days in One (19-05-2016 and 20-05-2016)

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So yesterday I was at my aunts alms giving and helping around there. Came home and crashed. Caught up on sleep I had lost the night before.Since the flood situation in the home front is much better today I went help a friend out at his place. Felt super bad for them because they had lost everything.11 days late but ...

Here Starts My Journal (18 - 05 - 2016)

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So this morning I did a bit of self loving and took a long bath and pampered myself a bit. Then I went on a Greys Anatomy binge. Basically that's all I did the whole day.Then later today I helped my uncle out. It was my aunts death anniversary, so I went early and helped him around the house in ...

40 Reasons Why I Love You

the unspoken
Bubs, I know your life is busy, but just for a few moments, stop, read and absorb each one of these.I know I don’t always tell you, and sometimes I hurry about my day and forget to show you.So, listen carefully and hear my voice as you linger on each one.Please. Let the words sink in.And know this. I will ...

Thank You

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I guess I was wrong!I don't think you even know itButYou were there for me after all :)Just talking to you makes all the difference...

You're Not There When I Need You The Most

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You can't be there for me! Yes. I heard it the first ten times you told. I get it. We broke up. And it hurts too much, so you can't be there for me. Well guess what?! You are not!Yes, every time we talk I say I'm okay. I'll say I miss you and that you're always on my mind. ...

I'm losing it

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When things are so badThat you can't even writeYou know there is no coming back!

Last Night

the unspoken
I played my ownDrinking gameI had a shotFor every timeI told your name!