Hurt

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He spoke of his daysgrandly spentno witty comebacksshe could afford that dayShe listened with a heartpierced and burnt,tears rolled downher big fat cheeksShocked at his doingsregret is expressedwith tears in his heartfor the girl he lovedTrivial eventsthough he claimedshe was in painfor the betrayal she feltA matter so smallshe later figured outawareness was the keyfor the pain to subsideA promise ...

Friends and rifts

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Friends mocking each other is ordinary. But mocking a person for their fears in my view is inhumane. Fears are formed with the experiences one faces in the progression of life. Thus, one cannot be the judge of another's fear without having experiencing the same events with the same impact. I was in utter despair after witnessing an event that ...

Guilt

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A destination desiredfor both in the runone trying to unsee,the other one's roleUnknowingly or notdestination was reachedright on the dotfor the other, just heavedThe guilt runs deepcowering under her shieldshe loses her sleeptrying to live her dreamI'm sorry but notthis confusing bonddejected yet elatedin her pinnacle of life

Change

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Time is neededAnd so is effortCannot be undonefor a long timeForcefully, you may attainbut never for too longThe change of a being,needs the owner's consent!

Confession

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The fluttering heartthe unfocused gazetowards his heartI walked the pathWith worst in mindand nervous at his sightI babbled on for a whiletill I saw him smileThe feared needhe wanted indeedtime to comprehendhis inner feelsWishes were grantedthough never requiredhe came back to admitthat his heart was mine!Elated and overjoyedI finally realisedthat I am truly and madlyin love with this blissful being! ...

Just..

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For the guy who is wracking up his brain in search of his feelings, I hope that you find them and get back to me within the time span given. Let's end this indicisiveness and move on to a new phase.But I hope you think only of yourself and come at a decision. Good luck finding yourself! The video below gives what I wish to say right now to you, but cannot. Hope you get it..

First meeting

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Being granted a bottuwa to uni, I was undoubtedly the awkward, new girl in the crowd until my bestie came along to play the role of the middle man. Thanks to her I wasn't having my usual new place, new difficulties disease till very late.It was the first lecture with a group activity. And I hated the idea of group ...

Career path and what not

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My sister, the idiot as I like to call her is just at that point in her life where she has to chose her career path. And she's at a loss. (And I'm kinda glad that we do have something in common.)I was at a loss myself sometime back and tried to reject every option that came my way solely ...

Him

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Innocent and immaturehoping for his lovebroken and lostin a world of her ownWishful thinkingevery night and daylosing credibilityin the dreams of dayA princess in his eyesguarding her innocencehe walks in her dreamsthe perfect man.

Stupid

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Playing without knowinghow stupid of meacting without a scripthow stupid of meHead up in the skyhow stupid of me soul within wallshow stupid of meMasking in invincibilityonly to my eyes Naked and laughablein front of his eyesnot wanting to bow downthe heavy head of mine

Waliya

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Violence was never my thing and I used to back away from any situation that contained it or tried my best to make peace amongst the parties involved.However, yesterday at uni I had front row seats to a waliya that made me witness some bone chilling real action for the first time of my 23 plus years of existence.There had ...

For my brother from anther mother

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I'm not that much of a writer but I do have my own stack of papers with poems and stories that I've written out of boredom, hidden somewhere in my room. The last time I held a pen must have been about three years ago and since then, I've not come across the urge to put my thoughts into paper. ...

20th Birthday!

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On the eve of my 20th birthday, I take this very very deep breath, become very serious with that very serious frown I put on when confronted with difficult situations; and think, what the hell have I done for 20 years of my life? (Of course I didn’t do that. I was talking hypothetically.) I was at a blank. Not ...

Isolation

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Hair gets thrown aroundEyes focusThe rush starts to creep inThe mind gets cleared Everything easesWorld slows downShe moves fasterElated and overwhelmedGround backs down to the pastShe moves to the futureJoy wins her backWhile sorrow losesYet,Hot and sticky Long lines Streaks downLeaving the markOn her red shot cheeks She realizes,The desperationThe urgeFor Another somebodyShe realizes,The distances worthlessThe pleasure short livedAnd The ...

Exams!

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What is it with exams that makes you not want to face it? Is it the stress, the feeling that you are just going to crash down the second you get the paper, or is it the fact that you just don't give a damn about facing it? In my case, I'm positive that it is the second. Poor me!It ...

1st Post!

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This would be my very first post. Yey!! :D With merely a month more to the EXAM I'v started a blog and hope to continue posting. How insane am I? Well, I hope to put my insanity right out in the open in days to come. ;)