You would like that wouldn't you? On your terms? your deadly invite. On your turf, with your safety in numbers. With your manic laughter. And asinine camaraderie of a generation unknown to me. You would like that wouldn't you? That low you would stoop to see tongue tied me, hacked of joie de vivre. Your deadly invite, to see my ...

I wish i could write about love, and how one look in to your eyes could reveal all the pieces of my life that you have connected together with your wild, childish, impulsive spirit. I want to write about how i feel next to you, blissful, fulfilled, heart racing, crazy, stupid, madly and hopelessly yours that I cannot breathe. I ...

Dear Baby It’s almost been 5 months since we ‘broke up’ in the most unconventional of ways. Even though there was a period there of a couple of weeks where your eyes never seemed to meet mine, we have grown accustomed to a light - hearted camaraderie and frequent dates I have both enjoyed and looked forward to. These months ...

7 months ago, I had my life planned out, the wedding dress, the house at Bologoda lake, the savings plan and the perfect man. Now as I fish around my pockets to buy my 12th smoke for the day and wait at office after six because I'm afraid of going home to sanity, I wonder if I was ever happy ...

Every once in awhile, I look at my previous posts and remember instances in my life that compelled me to write it. I remember how I felt, the small tiny details of the scuff marks on my shoes when my heart was breaking come rushing back with the lyrics of Fiona Apple.What I fear most as I write this is ...

How I've missed you. Your cute nose and strange nasal voice echo in my mind and I long to see you again. You had the power to make me believe I was invincible, untouchable, talented & lovable. You MADE me. You gave me everything I needed to take on my enemies. You made my enemies. You chose my friends. How ...

I hate, really just hate that tone in your voice that needs me so desperately to be sane.I hate that look in your eye that pity's me when I talk too much, say too little.I hate how your hand has forgotten mine.I hate that you will never walk away, never say no, never hurt me.I hate how foolish you look ...

I've forgotten to write.Just write.In prose or poem or in Music.I've forgotten what it was like to be normal.to hold your hand and be content.To be normal.Normal, like you and me.I've forgotten how carelessGood Night, Good Bye, I Love You can be.Instead feverishly I calculate, I manipulateI analyse and reverberatemy half empty, half real,fully confused feelings from Him.I've remembered, your ...

Dear Me,16 isn't a good year for you. Sleep through it. Stay away from the cough syrup, we will never be able to account for a week of our life because of it. We could have been raped Fool. Stay away from a boy named Shayne. Scratch that. We are so much wiser for it. But be more discreet for ...

If you look at me, I will not look backIf you touch me, I will not trembleIf you call me I will not answerIf you say you love me, I will not speakIf you cry, I will not hold youYet,You will not call me, love me, cry for me, touch me or look at me.There.Then I've kept all my resolutions.

You, complete me,recklessly you redeem me.Your heart calls meand then turns me away.You, breathe me.In, deeply.Until I can't say....You, you complete me.You, tease me,your lying eyes deceive meyou tear meand then you beg me to stayYou, you taunt meyou sincerely flaunt meYou, corrupt meyou don't love meYou. You. vile infantilejuvenileso sublime..lyyou haunt me.You capture and want meYou leave meyou leave ...

We had it, we was magic.

Where's my boo?My Pina Colada?My Facebook drama?The hickeys on my neckthe late night sex?The parties at hikkathe bars at Una?The one night stands?The dude with the brands?What can I see when I can't see straight?Who will love me when I don't love my self?SuperficialityLoss of dignitylack of realityyou are not the boss of me.How long did you wait up for ...

a lifetime would never be enough to erase the dream of youYou are in my home,In my heart,In me...Your kisses have left burns on my neckYour head is imprinted on my shoulderYour hands will forever only fit mineMy clothes won't fitMy hair will never obeymy heart will never stop pounding to the beat of yoursMy mind will never learnMy waist ...

I love you My Lord,I love your silent comfort that engulfs me in the nightI long for your word to break me out of my prisonI live for your arms that reach out to spare my lifeI breathe because of youI cry when only you hearI die in your presence that strips me bare of pretenceI wait for youI live ...

The anger within my stomachbattles with the fingers that reach out to youAn Empty aching pit of melancholyI cannot moveI cannot breatheWhy can we not be?You are the poison in my viensthat courses to the anklesthat refuse to hold me straightYou are the saviour of soulThat my Saviour forbade me to loveYou are the man in my lifea life I ...

I am a flower quickly fadingHere today and gone tomorrowA wave tossed in the oceanA Vapor in the windStill you hear me when I'm callingLord, You catch me when I'm fallingAnd You've told me who I amI am Yours

I've been a bad, bad girlI've been careless with a delicate manAnd it's a sad, sad worldWhen a girl will break a boy just because she canDon't you tell me to deny itI've done wrong and I want to suffer for my sinsI've come to you because I need guidance to be trueAnd I just don't know where I can ...

Turn the lights off in this placeAnd she shines just like a starAnd I swear I know her faceI just don't know who you areTurn the music up in hereI still hear her loud and clearLike she's right there in my earTelling me that she wants to own meTo control meCome closerNe Yo ...

Many a cross road I have faced in my childish, self-obsessed years, cross roads for conversation, cross roads of acceptance, cross roads of boredom, none of which geared me for cross roads of reality that I am face-to-face with now.Here is this path that I have run upon, danced upon, made love upon but slowly I have grown tired, proud, ...