Me the toy

Death in spoonfulls...
Am i a toya plaything for you to play with when you are in the mood when she's out of towndid it ever occur to you i may have feelings too.

Pretender

Death in spoonfulls...
don't send me good morning messages good night messages sweet dreams messages but nothing elsei know you don't want to talk to me let it be thendon't pretend.

in hindsight

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the mistake of loving i should have made as a child a soft heart would have learnt andmended fast. the lessons learnt in adulthoodseem hard to unlearn with a broken,hardened heart.

Shall i compare?

Death in spoonfulls...
Shall i compare thee to the moon? perfect from where i stand a million miles awayperhaps the reason for your eternal charmfor I am too far to see the blemishes on your face unattainable for an eternity to be taken for granted

The parting

Death in spoonfulls...
I am not leaving not my decision to makemerely respecting you decisiontaken long ago, long before I came.

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unrootedi've always felt easy to pack up and go never belonging to someone or some place it is easy to leave just the way i camefrom nowhere, belonging to no one.

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shipwrecked, drifting in the sea of life I seem to be getting on to all the logs that drift my way in hope of reaching promised land-a place that seems not to exist.

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scoop out my heart, an oyster sucked out of its shelland stitch my breast back into place so I won't feel this pain again.

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Close yours eyes so tight hope in vain that you fall asleep again.Go back to that dream know how it ends-happy? hopeful! Knowing it won’t bewhen you are awake…22/12/2006

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Knew you were leavingThe lens was all set Waiting Just one click You were gone I kept watching Long after you were gone That one moment You had no clue Was frozen forever in time

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You will cross a mountain I will cross a sea, The memories I’ll buryDeep down in the blue sea, Maybe, in ten yearsI might wake up one day With thoughts of you Fresh from a dream, And wonder, Where you are, What you’ve turned out to be!

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Dedication:To the one who has been granted the power to destroy,trusting that he won’t in his ignorance of the power he holdsto make or to break…since he could not break what he never made.

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Said that I loved you more than my life You were taken away by the tideI tried, Thought that I loved you more than my lifeGuess I was wrongYou were second to my life.

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ConfessionI wonder how it would be To meet you again Am I a suspect? Did you ever think Me possible of doing The things that I have doneDo you know it is I Who did it allI will look you in the eye.But will never confess, I will go without it all.Go without you-Most of all.That’s the price I would ...