Dreams, thoughts. love and others..

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I see you in my dreams everyday. Even though you are still around, you are still far away. Your eyes talking to mine  in the dark, in day light , both eyes are shut. The memories linger, it haunts me like a ghost , every day and every night. Dear Father, I miss you , even though you are so close to me. is it fate ? or is it reality?  I will never know. All I know is one thing. I love you..

THANKS…

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If my thoughts are heartless, then you are the convict of creating them. Those illusions  drove me to the depend of emotions. It created anxiety, it created a wrath that began as a seed and grew into a poison tree.  You made me who I am today. For that, I am going to say to you. “THANKS!!! “

Confusion..

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I sorted out some problems within With some alcohol And some foreplay  with my heart strings It worked for a while Until I broke down With musings of the past Haunting and hunting me down Am I confused? I believe I am Or I am crazy? I don’t know about that This life was one, that I thought I could ...

Mind and Life

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The mind is a devil’s workshop encompassed  by skin , morals and learning’s.  Yet the devil does come out from time to time, gluing itself on souls without a warning. Generating  dark emotions , desires and thoughts. Yet, we control ourselves, willingly or unknowingly. This defines the reason why life is a mystery, Our mind doesn’t know what it does sometimes . So the question arise. ...

Prayer for Happiness..

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Heart yearns for your warmth again. A touch of your hand,  the hearing of your voice , calling me  “son”. The look in your eyes and your unconditional , loving smile.  The soul yearns for all of that. Yet, time has turned tables on us and we remain detached , even though we are very close to each other.  Life ...

Understanding your heart..

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This heart deserves some solace; some peace. Yet, it is weathering a storm, bears poison of pain, blossoming anger , frustration , jealousy and all the rest of the particles that leads to demise. Why do we have a heart anyway? When in the end it is meant to be broken? Why do we try to safe guard it? When ...

Snippets – Eyes Wide Open

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Waking up is not easy. when you feel that you are asleep , even when you are awake. Eyes covered with dust and pain that breaks ounces of the heart into pieces, bit by bit, time after time. You hear the outside voices screaming ” get up now, wake up now” . Yet, you end up in sleep with eyes ...

Snippets – Starting New

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Breaking bones , to build a life.  A life born in coincidence.  Like a miss of a bullet, like an apple that was never meant to be born, but fell down from a tree, frozen.  The same life is trying to find existence.  Identify the purpose, forgetting the past and the lies that has covered it like an anaconda as it ...

Snippets – The Carming Storm

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If life is about change in seconds, then that change is unbearable.  it is haunting, it is hurting. change will eventually happen. Yet the burning of souls cannot be recovered. It is a sickness of patience. We try to  pretend we have , but in reality we don’t have it at all. We live with the storm inside our hearts and minds

සැලෙන කුසුම

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පිපුණු කුසුමක් සැලේ රහසින්  කදුළු ඉතුරු කර මුළු ලොවටම දුන් සුවද මතක් වෙන සෑම මොහොතමක දුක පිරි ඉතිරි යයි නෙත් සිත්ඉදිමුවා හද පැලෙන තරමට කුමක් කරන්නද සොබා දහමට සැවොම යට කොට එනමුදු කුසුමේ සුවද ලබන්නට සිත ඉල්ලයි කවුළු බිද , විවර කර නමුත් එය නොලැබෙන බව මුළු ලොවම දනියි එනමුත් සන්තාපයේ රැදෙන්නේ සිත ඒ බව පිළිනොගන්නා නිසයි ...

Talking Pictures..

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if a picture can talk , it can talk a book of stories . Stories of us which defined our lives. The happy moments as well as the difficult times. Frozen but alive,  the memories will last a long time The colors might fade,  but the history of  will remain.

To have and loose..

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All the time , the murmurs in the background , hurts my soul. The dust seems to keep me blindfold. Thinking, it is reality you need to accept . You cannot runaway from it. You cannot deny it. You need to live with it all. It hurts, it pains , but it is also a way of contentment. Remember what you have , forget what you have lost.  After all in the end, nothing will remain the same.

Snippets- Time

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Instantly life changed to the better, to the worse. Time a factor that changes like quick sand. You move on with it, or drown yourself in it , alive..

Linger

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The memories, the joyous , wonderful memories.. Haunting,  they are haunting the present mind and soul Tearing , tearing knowing that you cannot have them back Linger, the memories linger… bringing pain and sorrow cutting your heart like a knife..

Hurting

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It is very hard to take reality into your mind sometimes. The past, like a ghost, enters your mind and haunts you with memories. The mixed emotions of reality and past creates a whirlwind in your mind. It destroys your brain cells slowly , making you unable to think clearly , leaving you with a question ; “What to feel ...

Anonymous

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Our lives are like rain drops. We occur in the most highest atmosphere. we start small, get bigger as we come down and finally, fall down to the ground with a heavy thud. Breaking into pieces of unknown quantities. The catch is that the rain drop doesn’t know if it existed , it doesn’t know it is gone. We as ...

He, helpless..

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Sometimes the mind plays games with you. It gobbles you up with guilt when you know, you are helpless and you cannot do anything to change the situation. Yet, the mind doesn’t seem to understand this. It keeps reminding you of something you didn’t do, like a cancer, it conquers your soul. It leaves your paralyzed; makes your whole life ...

Request..

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Not for a moment of happiness, not for the sake of seeking shade among the misery and darkness. It is for the requirement of unrequited love and affection. That is required to keep me alive. So love me, like the way I love you. No compromises , No commitments. Just true love… required for me to live..

Snippets- Miss You..

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Kind of absolute truth, nothing but the truth. I miss your past ambience, your past smile and glory.  Now it is all forgotten. but the scars remain unscathed and new.